what i have learned of late

1. Hope often seems useless.
2. Sometimes you can't place blame because the Fault just won't sit still.
3. Every moment of breathing life is sacred sacred sacred.
4. It's possible to be content one moment, wishing for death in the next, and end the day floating between the two, holding on to heartbeats.
5. I wish I found a passion to lose myself in when I need it. Not a habit or a dependency or a crutch, but a creative passion.
6. It is possible to live at a right angle to all the things you know in your heart are true.
7. It is possible not to be sure of what's in your heart.
8. Resentment is addictive.
9. Good people do bad things, and I believe in karma.

what i have learned just today
1. The True Self we all believe we know is nothing but patterning of consciousness, actions stuck in a rut, status quo, modus operandi smoke and mirrors.
2. The True Self is the Witness, and as the Witness I can rest, peacefully.
3. I have a lot of practice to do.