can i...?

can i really? because i have my doubts, don't get me wrong, i really do. but something inside says "go," and even if it turns out to be that i should Go for reasons other than those i have in mind now, i have a feeling it will be worth it. i don't want to let go of this magic, not yet. i'm a very new person now, and i give all the thanks i can muster in this exhausted state to give them. thanks. risk is....risk, and scary. but worth it? only time will tell. but i've learned enough to know that i'll learn more, from every step forward, and every attempt at perfection, which will undoubtedly fail. thanks, to the universe, for all these lessons. i've learned enough now to teach, while i continue to learn. my heart is more open than ever, while i proceed with care. thanks.